Becoming Nervous

I don't think I want to do accounting anymore. I was nervous about the idea of the co-op work term which makes sense. I was worried since the summer was coming to a close and I have yet to even get an interview for a placement. But at the same time it was a relief. I want to do something more interesting. I feel that if I continue with accounting I will find myself unwilling to try and leave the profession. I get easily frustrated with the work and during the biggest accounting project I had to do last year I survived it and did well, but there were times i was ready to breakdown cause it wasn't working for me and finally had to give in and tell myself it is school work i can go through it and search for mistakes later and finally just gave up. I can't do that in real life and I think if I continue to try so I will just find myself stressing over the work as it becomes more realistic as the project I had to do.

Now I'm looking into another program but outside of applied bachelors there is only one bachelor program in Canada and I won't be able to get into it, the other one I was looking at is an American school, Japanese campus, but basically unaffordable and will make me have to work hard so that I can go there since I would be living in a foreign country only able to come home during the summer break, not having much of a knowledge of the language, knowing no one there, and having to find a place to live in really scares me, but because I have such an interest in the country I feel like I would love it there. The going out on my own like that would help me grow up.

The questions is, at the end of the day, is it really worth it? and right now I don't know the answer.