Thoughts

I nearly wrote, school, life and love in a profile of mine. But really I don't really talk about love, nor do I complain about a lack of it. Lately it has been on my mind though, people around me seem to all be caught up in it. Last year the big topic around me was getting friends. Why do I never have any friends over from school? How come I never seem to hang out with people? I really should start talking to people more. Then I started talking to someone, that seem to quiet down the questions of me making friends. This year I made another good friend and I'm happy for that.

For some reason though the talk this year around me has changed from friends to love. I was asked once if I was dating my one friend. It caught me by surprise cause I'm just friends with the person and we only just talk. Then I was talking to someone else, they found out that I had never been out on a date (yes for my age that is quite surprising apparently) and when asked why I said I've never been asked out. My close friends will tell you I'm a little old fashion and I'll admit it too, I'm fine with that. So yes, as a more old fashioned girl I wait for a guy to ask me out. Anyways, I was told to go flirt with someone. I dismissed the idea pretty quickly. Although when I thought about it the next day I realized that it sounded like advice one of my good friends would give me, so I told her, and her response was that it is a good idea. I'm just not one to flirt when I think about it. Sometimes I wish I wasn't as quiet as I am normally, but I like being quiet and keeping ideas to myself, but maybe it's made me to quiet, maybe I should just take all this talk as a sign that I should start looking for a guy. I'm not so sure about it yet, but who knows maybe it's hinting that one day soon I might find the person with whom I'm willing to show actual interest in.