I know most girls can look at a guy and say I'm not worthy of him. I may say that even though I know that there is no difference. I got this tree quote from Nire's fanfiction account, and she most likely found it else where.
-Girls
are like
apples on trees.
The best ones are
at the top of the tree.
The boys don’t want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in
reality, they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to
climb all
the way
to the top
of the tree
Of course many people look at it and say it is an excuse, giving us who don't date, never been kissed, and whatnot a reason why they don't have a guy. If you ask me part of the problem is that guys normally go for looks first. Like most teens they think about living in the moment and forget about the future and the fact that people change as they grow up.
I'm lucky to have friends that think like me, cause if they didn't it would make life harder. Sure we're all different when it comes to experience with guys, but over all that means nothing. They don't look at me, look at the guy then say good luck he's out of your league. Instead they agree with me, try to figure out why I like the guy, and then bug me about it every chance they get.
Either way the biggest bet right now is that the guy will never find out about my crush. I claim one day someone will put two and two together. My friends claim I act no differently around him then any other time, but I point out that during spare I'll be quiet, yet other times during the day when I have class with some of the other guys on spare I talk quite normally, and most likely am not as red since I seem to blush easily.
The other bet is that someone will slip the nickname out in front of him. You know those little code names so guys can't tell who your talking about. The only problem is now if we are talking about him, during the long msn conversations in which Maxine, Nire and I bug each other about the crushes, we are constantly using the code name even though no one else will see what we type. It has nearly reached the point where it is more like his name than his real name.
My number one question for myself right now is: confess or not? I'm not so worried about getting hurt, but rather just knowning that I've been turned down. I know I'm not the 'normal' girl that every guy looks for, but sometimes guys need to learn that a little off center can be a good thing. Who knows I may confess before graduation or wait until it hopefully fades out and gets replaced/
2 comments:
I'm having much of the same problem. Tell or not? I see the guy at work and whenever I walk past him and whenever I think about him, I remember the rest of the girls who work there- the ones who talk to him more, who laugh with him more, who seem so much better than me. Thats when I start to think I'm not good enough for him.
Its not always the not good enough thought either. Its the fact that he's probably pretty normal, and I am... well... not.
I guess the best thing to do is see if you really want to do this. Do you want to ask him out, risk him saying no, and then feeling awkward around each other? Or would you risk that for the better side, he says yes.
And then theres me, who thinks even past the yes part. Could I deal with an eventual break up? (usually this is a no because I don't do well with break ups, I am usually the one doing the breaking).
Love the quote though, it made me feel better about my predicament ^-^ Good Luck!
I had the same problem as you Ammietia and now I do not work in the same place as him anymore and we don`t go to the same school. Therefore I haven`t seen him in 6 months but I still think about him every day and really wish that I had said something when I had the chance...
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