Forever...

It really has been forever since my last post. My life has been beyond hectic.

October
This years Pilgrimage had over half of my school walking it. Not only that but together the school managed to raise beyond last years limit. Last year we had managed over $40 000, this year the total raised was closer to $50 000. Together, three Catholic high schools managed to raised around $90 000. The best part is even though my school is the smallest population size (yet most likely the most crowd) we managed to raise the most money once again, surprising the two teachers who use this fundraising as a competition to see who's class can raise the most money. Neither won the hot breakfast this year.

In October I began working on a scholarship application, that of which I'm still working on. It had reached fifty pages and gained popularity among my friends. I sent it to one last night, her original plan, save it to the computer for later. She read the first line, and decided to just read the first part. In the end she read the entire fifty pages, noticing only a few more noticiable mistakes.

Near the end of October, I let my mind change slightly. I ended up with a crush on one of the guys in my class.

November

I have decided that right now I need to focus on my school work. While I'm still working on the scholarship application, I need to focus on school work once again. English is a basic class. My problem is that in Peace and Politics there are not enough notes, the teacher goes on a tangent with a subject only a few understand. We have few marks in that class and midterms are coming out. I know my mark in that class will be low, and that I will need to bring it up with applying for universities soon. Math is bugging me since I have no ability to use reason in the thinking section of my tests, which brings my mark down. I'm just hoping to pull it back up to normal be the end of the semester.

As of today I have decided to like no one guy. I have decided that I shall leave love up to destiny. There's no point in focusing on something that isn't of up most importance right now. I also believe that only bebing seventeen there are so many things I can still discover.

Although I may hate it, my plan for now is to complete my scholarship entry, send it off, all while I continue to put my main focus on schoolwork once again. It seems that what it comes down to is cutting myself off from the world. Locking myself in my room with my music and books for school. I shall let myself out for twilight, but then again many will do the same. It may be a while before I post again, but I hope to be able to post more before the end of the month.