Can Boredom and Exams Lead to Crazy Ideas?

The answer is yes. No I'm not calling the film school plan a crazy idea. That one is legit and I plan on applying once I can find a person to be my reference letter writer (so few choices...) which I probably won't find until after exams. Neither would I call my thoughts as to where I should apply to work crazy, although yes one description included ability to use knives and cut (and before you get any crazy ideas it's a fruit place with fruits cut into shapes!! :P) but no it's this: link

If you clicked on the link before reading the rest of this, congratulations on your curiosity. For those of you who didn't, it's a link to a list of audition places for JYP Entertainment (which is a Korean talent agency). I'm actually considering going to one of the auditions even though I don't exactly have the look they will be looking for and my dancing ability is a little low (not my fault my years of dance were learning traditional) but I have been told that I have a good singing voice (choir director was quite surprised after the first time she gave me a mic to use for a verse [yay for ambition to take the part, was so nervous that day cause it wasn't a school audience but a school board related one])but I'm not sure. I would be fine with the rejection I know that much (and would be majorly surprised with acceptance) but the other thought on my mind is whether or not I should save something as crazy as this until after I finish film school cause I would be back in time for it in 2 years...

So yeah that's my crazy thought today on a day in between exams.

Hello Again...

I really do want to try and get back into blogging, especially since writing things out help clear my mind sometimes. I'm still majorly (to the point of getting ready to apply) looking into changing schools and programs. I'm thinking film since I've always had a love of plot lines and this will allow me to continue to grow with my creative side. Plus I believe the work would suit me better. I'm really not the type who likes to be locked up with repetitive tasks. The only thing is anyone who I bring this up to believes that I should stay in business (before I say film school and just state switching programs, except for one person who still says I'm to good to leave business [which YAY!! but still]).

The hard part is after spending two years in one program and spending 3.5years focusing on this job I'm worried about making the wrong choice. That in the end I will fail or decided that it's still not the right path for me. It makes it so much harder on me since I am such an indecisive person, and to make such a choice just makes me want to stay where I feel comfortable rather then change.